Lahore (Web Desk): Model-turned-singer Mathira broke the news of her divorce from her husband Flint J (Farran J Mirza), a Dubai-based Punjabi rapper
The 25-year-old model confirmed yesterday that she and her husband Flint J have divorced after four years of marriage.
She took to Instagram and shares feelings:
Cold sharp words from someone who you love hurts but one side of my life is that all the love I had for you is now for Aahil you know Minni You(aahil) his my partner and my reason to live ! blames games won't ever stop so it's simple ! You can put the blame on me ! May Allah give what you want and you already mashallah have what you wanted in life ! I realised I ain't rich I'm a below average woman but I have my son to look forward to!teach him how to make a home and not break one because he is gonna be a dad too and some beautiful girl's husband too! I will correct what's suppose to me done ! I honestly wish you the best Mr X ! Pyar kartii hoon I dint leave you, you did I wanted to grow old with you! The damage is done ! It's okay as long as your happy trust me I'm happy because can't unlove you sad truth of my life ! Lol forcing my boy to smile ????he is mashallah a hand full!
I tried to keep this marriage I tried my best to hold on! It was not easy and yes people will judge me in the society because the woman is always blamed and labelled lol ok ! so yes the divorce is done the hell I am going through and went through only I know and I don't need anyone to know it! I was supporting my self and my child this whole time and will carry on doing that I loved you and still do ! yes even if you do not love me.sometime time even if we die we can't be enough for the loved one I ran back every-time because I wanted us Flint J ! You wanted some thing else ! Have a blessed life no more calls no more questions no more asking for time or love ! I am Mathira so yes I will be accused and blamed but if I have to take all the blames for you then okay ! Will do with a smile I only loved you and still will but this time from a distance I am a looser yes because I prefer you being a winner! I hope you have a blessed relationship and lovely life ! My absence won't be missed I know . The last public I LOVE YOU ME AND AAHIL WONT EVER come back in your life ROCK STAR YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT ! Atleast one of us is living the dream and having a good time ! You say I was a dark phase of your life okay ! Allah is der I wish you light now My son is my life line and that's all ! I don't trust the word love any more! You won! I lost publicly ! #flintj I always said I can't live with out you but today U cut and left me no option now I have too! There is no going back Congratulations for you Freedom Flint j single life back in action!